What To Do, When There's Nothing To Do...

I'm struggling to find things that I actually want to blog about. Its a nice release at the end of the day to sit and just write it all down. Even though its boring at times; this is my life. I'm adjusting to the new schedule pretty well. I have emotional breakdowns at least once a day. I think that my child resents me for leaving him with the new mommy that I bought him at the daycare. I'm sure these thoughts will pass as soon as I get it out of my head that we are not independently wealthy, and I DO NEED TO WORK! My job is a job. Plain and simple. I go in; I smile; I pretend like I want to be there; I make money, and then I come home. I refuse to take it too seriously, because I refuse to get comfortable. My co-workers are great, so that's a bonus. My office is on a lake...that's pretty cool. I stare out the window a lot a think "If I had my camera, I would take a picture of that." It really is a beautiful place to be, if you have to be anywhere. I'm going to blow up the memory on my camera tomorrow so there will be pictures to put up. As soon as I have something great to share with the world, I will write about it. Until then...